slipping back into painting, slowly, when illness abates somewhat, and you have a little bit of strength and, more so, focus, you start to consider the phenomenological impact of illness on your creative process, and how you are no longer transparent when you are unwell, you can see the machinations of your physical form become apparent when they do not act in the way you wish. it is not always just the physical and ability to do something through and illness or sickness or disease, there is also the emotional aspect of the sense of being unwell which can interact thought processes are simply make them less focused, and within this there is a lack of motivation to act.But then, in a moment will you may feel well, minutes hours or days and you feel rested, the focus clears, studio beckons and the ideas rise up out of the very illness that was holding you down.
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